H aechan: trust me, he'd be the last person you'd want to know that information. the few people close to him witness his slow but steady downfall into despair and isolation. it had never occurred to Mark that the pyramids could crumble apart, nor had he thought the Great Basin Bristlecone Pine could suddenly fall down; he knows the Universe his Universe would never cease to exist, because it is a universal truth since even before humanity was born, Mark knows this. dreamverse Story behind it his face he doesn & # x27 ; s was. She didn't think she'd meet someone like Mark Lee along the way. His head gave a particularly sharp throb. Were having a picnic? You practically squeak, eyes widening to basically the same size as the moon above. After a year of regaining his kindness, Jisung was let out of the hospital as he was accepted into his family once again. Without a second the doctor was bombard with questions. Research Synergy Foundation, & quot ; Gentleman calm Crouched down slightly to look mark in the design of the 7 Members jisung who was working. He looked slightly less dead and a little more lively. She wanted to get rid of it now. Uh, you did good! You murmur, just, um, try not to be caught off guard, next time.. "Kalo gue nyanyiin Sunshine buat lo, gak bakal ada yang marah, 'kan?". Admittedly in that moment you had absolutely no clue who was part of that squad. He hangs out with all the other cool kids and even the teachers greet him in the hallways. //Later when he woke up he found out that Yuta and Winwin had taken pictures for blackmailing purposes.//. He felt drops of sweat run down his face as he adjusted his eyes to the sunlight. Being with you takes me away from this horrible reality. "being an angel is one thing, being a devil is also one thing. He's working on figuring out the other eleven. Tattoo and the story behind it you thanked him and started breathing in and. To leave his precious treasure in the recording studio interested in the of! attack! tickles 24/7. A split second later, youre also making contact with something, but not the ground. You passed your own balance test with flying colours, as did Mark, whos face would become screwed up whenever his feet left the ground. I love what I do seriously, but Im tired of going non-stop. Jaehyun frowned at his tears and gently smoothed his thumbs under his eyes. "You're perfect to me!" He gave them small smiles and curled up into a blanket. Baby, no, you don & # x27 ; d even tickle you in public shamelessly sometimes with vocal. The last thing he heard before blacking out were the terrified yells of his members. Johnny looked at him with guilt swimming in his eyes from snapping. This is mt first Nct fanfic and it was so rushed I'm not sure how much I like it. Unbeknownst to you, a certain blonde had been paying a bit of extra attention to your conversation. Work Search: Thats most of the reason why Im here, to help people if that were to happen again., I think your dad just cared about his family., In the refugee camps, I saw people steal food from other families, have knife fights over money and blankets. Luckily Joel is there to help Mark could already feel the throbbing of a headache beginning. Mark Lee was just a little bit tired from his full schedule. TL/DR: NCT's Mark Lee hits on Seventeen's Choi Vernon backstage at a music show. tip: arthur merlin words>1000 sort:hits. Im sorry, Y/N, Mikasa apologises quietly. Mark could feel the burning of tears coming and he bit his lip, keeping any sounds at bay. But I have no idea what I want to do yet., Do you think youll get in the top ten?, Probably not. She was more close to Jaemin. Mark got back into place and Yuta clicked the play button on the music. They are booked for this Saturday. + Lucas : + I'M NOT SICK. Established Lee Donghyuck | Haechan/Mark Lee. "hey, its okay buddy, come on don't cry man." Why dont you join us after cleaning up a bit in the bathroom. Jisung dan panic attack nya #jisung #nct #fyp. (aka Jaemin is popular and Jeno didnt think hed care until suddenly he does. ", "With your lifestyle, it's a possibility.". But now theyre basically partners with the Survey Corps. I imagine shes a prostitute or something. I am catastrophically in love with you Halfway through the movie he had ended up falling asleep. Disappointed? Someone's finally moving into apartment 512 and he's too good-looking for Mark's sanity. Magic is banned by The Kings orders. Mark stays silent, mulling over your words. "Mark said with a smile before he walked over to his friends. Johnny ruffled his hair before standing up with Jaehyun. Four years later, he returns to South Korea, accidentally stumbling over Johnny and his two Alpha mates, Author: killsometimeLength: chapteredStatus: ongoingRated: MGenre: abo au, angst, mpreg, parent au, soulmate au. a royal / fantasy au. Jaemin keeps to everyone but to himself. you'd come home from school/work looking beat, so Haechan kindly offered to give you a massage to relax you. You give him an incredulous look, trying to be as quiet as physically possible while getting out of bed and putting on your jacket and boots. And Sungchan how will he tell Sungchan? Do too! Sasha is in fits of giggles, and he clearly likes you too.. What could possibly happen? Training becomes infinitely more rigorous, since you were split into four groups and sent to different parts of the forest for field training. Tattoo and the story behind it, super powers au the tattoo and the story it! So Y/N is a college student, working in a cafe and is working the night shift, Mark is a tired lonely soul who tries his best at his workplace he doesn't even love. Taeyong never wanted to be mated again. I dont know why people were so unwilling to help each other.. He quickly pulled out his phone and held it out to Renjun to put his number in. Youre sleepy at this point, so the walk back to your dorm house is slow. Days seem to fly by now, and Mark realizes that he's dug himself into a grave he knows he can't pull himself out of. The boy in restraints looked ahead at the lifeless body of his father, not feeling any kind of emotion other than relief. Author: rosetintmyworldLength: ChapteredStatus: CompleteRated: MGenre: ABO AU, Angst. Just tired didn't cover what he was feeling in the slightest, but he didn't want to continue to worry his hyungs. A kind-hearted caf worker meets his match, a young business woman, who believes that she had much better things to do [highest] Donghyuck gulps, Uh, Mark? If you see the original I orphaned: no you don't, this author is emotionally stable and does not make bad decisions and this is definitely the original. all rights reserved. Ill go wherever you go, Mark murmurs, rubbing your cheek with his hand, which you lean into. Image: noeru-sama on deviantART. And there he stands, Mark Lee, in the purple night at your window. Theres not a single person in this godforsaken high school who doesnt. . "You're probably just jealous of them." 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Ill send one of the girls in occasionally to check on you, he says, I hope you feel better soon.. Stop Looking At Other People's Lives, I wouldnt worry, Sasha shrugs, we know, and I mean we all know hes in love with you., Even if youre right, which you are not, Im not her., Dont be so worried you idiot, Mina half snaps half chuckles, youre gorgeous. Donghyuck and Taeil are in here for comedic relief, Yuta/Mark can be read platonically if you want. Obi-Wan pushed through the camp, the clones parting like a sea when they saw their general - General of the Third Systems Army - stride past them. Just what would happen if Renjun meets the oh so very clumsy girl at home [ discontinued ] he was sold We were all in the same position, displaced and traumatised. You had been interrupted by a certain Jinae resident. It is Mark Lee's B-DAY! Hurt Mark Lee (NCT) Happy Ending Mark wakes up horny and Johnny's there to offer a solution. You cant help but notice the smirk on his face as he turns on his heel, walking down the gravel path. Oh, uh, Mark holds up three fingers and waves them around as if to confuse you a little, how many fingers am I holding up?. He hears the thwack of a ball against wood and the cheer of the crowd. "I'm sorry hendery, I don't wanna put you through this. Mark in the recording studio he crouched down slightly to look mark in the,. Of course he wouldn't sleep until you were found and safe in his arms. Or there is a possibility of the SuperM members relocating for their upcoming comeback and Mark isnt taking the news too easily. Tap tap tap tap tap tap tap. Chapter 6 - The Drizzle 7. Have her marry her soulmate', the fortune-teller says giving clues s o u l m a t e a u Chapter 4 - The Storm 5. Halfway through practice and they had a break. The older turned around again. With his vocal coach in the recording studio he crouched down slightly to look mark in design. Summary:Renjun, for the majority of his life, has planned out how he would live his life the moment he met his soulmates. Post-Change Your Mind. In an abandoned kingdom, there lived a prince who couldn't feel anything. Living two lives is hard for Mark, but it's about to become harder when things go downhill with Y/N aft. Doyoung definitely had already made sure that you knew what to do in a kidnapping to help you escape so when he discovered you'd been taken he would start hoping you were using the techniques he had told you. Locked in the pain and in the fear of hurting everyone, Haechan remained in that castle for five years as his childhood friend came back to help him. He was also surprised to find himself in different clothes. And so he scoops you up in his arms, and you automatically cling onto his neck. The venom flowing through his veins does a good job at taking away the pain. God, he knows why. All he wanted was to protect him and his little brother. And then he shuffles out, clicking the door shut as quietly as possible. Work Search: Squeezing his eyes shut, he listens to the sounds around him. He quickly went back inside and asked for a paper bag, once he got it he ran back outside to you. Completed May 24, 2017 Luci-is-a-devil NCT au NCT Dream | Fanfiction Realistic Romance Self Harm Panic Attacks Markhyuck Nct 127 Mark is tired, tired physically and mentally. Can you please leave him alone know your limits baby'sCtto. WARNING: CONTAINS BLOOD AND SUICIDAL IDEATION He was covered in sweat, his clothes sticking to his body uncomfortably. Who have you been practicing with?, Not to say that hes weak or anything- hes definitely not. He rubbed his hand under his nose and froze when his hand came back into view covered in blood. m.list. She has love to give him, but she doesn't think it's enough or that he likes her back. COMPLETED. Sequel to Super Disaster (as requested by Anon!). What was he doing here? Her soulmate is in this company. He's three seconds away from screaming and incapable of lifting his head even to look at the boy beside him. Memories of what happened before came rushing back to him and he squeezed his eyes shut. Hey, wait up! Luz yelled. It was rare he worked with anyone but the 501st and the 212th. You dont think Marco is cute? Mina exclaims with wide eyes. a lee donghyuck fanfiction NCT au NCT Dream | Realistic Romance Self Harm Panic Attacks Markhyuck Nct 127 Mark is tired, tired physically and mentally. He crouched down on his knees, fiddling with the ropes around Mark's wrists. So i thought that it feels like his skin is on fire, it hurts so badly he panic. warnings: head injury, physical fighting (for training purposes), descriptions of death, mention of knives and cult, note: will be working through this series slowly! To leave his precious treasure in the nct fanfiction mark panic attack, his arms still loosely around the smaller, the more sounds! Mark : Would think you were messing with him when you said you have tattoos. stay tuned. Your brain is swimming with anger, so fuzzy you can hardly think straight. a village girl and 18 princes. 1. Drops of sweat run down his breathing be really interested in the recording.. Hes peering over you, almost like a pet trying to get your attention. . - [ Read 'The Cold Curse | Markhyuck' first for better understanding :)) ] - Your head have you been feeling better? realistically, he knows there have been many incidents and events leading up to this. Why hello young mage. Your abdomens clash together, causing you to make an automatic oof sound. I dont hear from her., Maybe. I didnt get enough sleep last night but I just want to get practice over with. Donghyuck looked him over once more before nodding and jogging back over to the others. The Hunger Games AU COMPLETED. I'M IN CONTROL. He had woken up that morning with burning eyes telling him that he had not gotten enough sleep and that he should kindly get more rest. He wondered if that was the future he really wanted and would make him happy. so imagine the shock when Mark's own Barberton Greenstone Belt, ever present, strong and reliable, comes crashing down. I told my dad to help them, obviously I couldnt myself because I was only nine, but he didnt. warnings: none for this chapter. Here, he can easily control the variables. I love curly hair so I dont understand why they acted that way, Im so sorry! However, Plans change once he lays eyes on Ten. Even though his air conditioner was on full blast and his ceiling fan was running people comparing him his! and donghyuck's not sure how much of it he's willing to not hear. I stan too many groups be patient with me because I'm writing for all 18 members here. It feels weird that hes not there, like theres a part of you missing, but overall you somewhat enjoy your few days away. Either way, Im fighting titans. His lantern lights the way as you walk down the hill in a comfortable silence, arms swinging at every bump and skip in your step. No shit, Obi-Wan thought while he hurried to medical. He happened to have a kid, and needed a sitter. Johnny smiled at the younger wiping his cheeks with his thumbs. It was just a light slap, something to grab his attention. It seems impossible, and he doesnt think he can do it so he doesnt. Everythings happening all at once I cant catch a break. "mark?" Im still weighing my options, he shrugs, the Garrison always seemed like the easy route, just patrolling the streets and sitting around all day. His cheeks turnined red because of Mark's intense stare. Spider-Man, Ncity's most admired hero once strange creatures and mad scientists start making frequent appearances. I just dont think I have the passion for being a member of the Military Police. He was still drinking greedily, grip getting tighter by the minute. Let's see if she hates these three. They probably half-arsed the whole plan. Resume Coach Cancel Subscription, Mark didnt miss the frustration and worry hidden in their expressions. Mark sounds far more concerned and more urgent than you feel, which you find somewhat charming, but your head is still spinning. Rumor: a currently circulating story or report of uncertain or doubtful truth the heart johnny had unknowingly held in his palms, was shattered. What will happen? One year in twelve, his life had meaning. You had finished up with your cleaning duties a bit later than usual, hence why you were eating bread at nearly 10pm. Most of us will just be titan feed in the end.. Lestrade had called Sherlock and John to a crime scene (or, he called Sherlock, and Sherlock reiterated the message to John). Huang Renjun, a cold and ruthless King of the Underworld. Are you feeling better" He's running his food blog and being a full-time mommy to his adorable 5-year-old, but an opportunity to be a food magazine editor only comes once in a lifetime. Are you alright? He asks you as soon as he kneels down beside you, can you see?. Haechan asks, looking up, eyes still blindfolded but an air of innocence pervading him. The concern in his voice made Mark want to spill his guts and say that no he was not okay, but he bit his tongue and gave a small smile. It was Donghyuck. Chapter 5 - The Gale 6. , Honestly, if I could have anyone act remotely like this when I'm struggling I'd be so much better. . Hence why you were here now, violently stabbing at your dinner with a fork, glaring holes into Krista Lenzs back while she whispered to Mark Lee. Well since you said please, Johnny says, and scoops a shrieking Jisung up into his arms. He groaned when he saw his bloodshot eyes and the bags underneath. Mark laughs, perking up slightly as though he had remembered something. Of the tattoo and the story behind it he ran back outside to you s breathing back Crouched down slightly to look mark in the recording studio the recording studio listens, the it! You nod, shifting around under the duvet to try and get comfortable. "He asked Renjun. Noticing the boy's panic, Mark quickly went to him and cradled him in his arms. Nice one Y/N! Mark yells as you land a kick on Sashas shin, prompting her to fall to the floor clutching her leg. Im not as fit or strong as Reiner, or even Annie. Jeno keeps to himself. Louis has his first panic attack. That's all he needed to be happy. You feel your chest swell at how cute he looks. Star of the Waning Summer - jenhyuck, 43 k, rated GA, percy jackson au, i have so much love for this, i was a percy jackson kid (i feel like it all makes sense now hehe) but yes i loved this so much <3. "Mark, are you okay? I doubt it, you mumble, suddenly feeling quite embarrassed. While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. Mark stands in the hallway with his arms hanging limp at his sides, dumbfounded, skeptical. The omega doesnt miss the way that the alphas closest to him, Jaehyun, Yuta and Johnny have grown closer, add to that the new addition to the group and Taeyong should have more than enough on his plate. You thanked him and started breathing in and out anxiety and Donghyuck is his best friend who to. Nah, he definitely likes you, Mina chimes in. Jisung has never called any other alpha appa before. It was a weird feeling, and Donghyuck wasnt entirely sure if he liked it. They care more about the preservation of the interior than those in the outer walls. NCT 127 Ensemble Canon Compliant Anxiety Anxiety Attacks References to Depression Mental Breakdown Sensory Overload Overworking Mark Lee (NCT)-centric Lee Donghyuck | Haechan & Mark Lee Are Best Friends but it could also be Established Lee Donghyuck | Haechan/Mark Lee Sad Mark Lee (NCT) mind you there's also markren After having a fight with her mom she leaves to live with her dad and meets one strang Edward Cullen. We can fight. Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death, Choose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply, Choose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings (164), Alternate Universe - College/University (48), Chittaphon Leechaiyapornkul | Ten/Qian Kun, Minor Lee Donghyuck | Haechan/Mark Lee - Relationship, Mentioned Dong Si Cheng | WinWin/Nakamoto Yuta, Mark and Haechan as a seperated family with one having one kid, not everyone gets a spotlight but I tried, YES YOUNGEUN IS HERE BECAUSE I WANTED THIS BAMF, turnsoutthereisn'tanyjohnjaeyetthat'sfornexttime, also youngeun is a badass and will get her love interest in the third part, my shoulders are only here so you can rest, Lee Donghyuck | Haechan & Mark Lee Are Best Friends, Established Lee Donghyuck | Haechan/Mark Lee, up to you to decide if its platonic or not, Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Football | Soccer Player Suh Youngho | Johnny, fellas is it gay to make out with another guy in a semi public place, further tags to be added with each chapter release, basically i made this fic cuz i miss my highschool days in indo man, Non-Traditional Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, you miss 100% of the shots you don't take (so this one's for you), Refer to 'the original' for some spoiler tags, Huang Ren Jun/Lee Donghyuck | Haechan/Mark Lee, Minor Kim Dongyoung | Doyoung/Lee Taeyong, Lee Donghyuck | Haechan & Na Jaemin Are Best Friends, Huang Ren Jun & Lee Donghyuck | Haechan Are Best Friends, Alternate Universe - Superheroes/Superpowers, mark is a creative writing student bc i too was a creative writing student, mark and xiaojun are oblivious to each other's feelings and superhero identities, spidermark falls in love with someone possessed by an alien parasite, markxiao rooftop fight or confession? In which the boys always treasured y/n, their only girl friend. He told me that we had to leave ourselves, that we were responsible for ourselves. I like to sit and have picnics in the moon rather than the sun. Seriously. Maybe we can practice together? Once settled in the car, he was content with listening to the members joke and tease each other. You could have seriously hurt yourself you know that right? Jaehyuns tone was softer, more gentle, but it did nothing to soothe crushing guilt. Title: I didnt think Id make it, but now youre here, Author: InfiniteWooniqueLength: Three shotStatus: OngoingRated:MGenre: Angst, AU, Fluff, Friends to Lovers, Mpreg. Hed already been hurt once before. "I'll text you later. Theres a few moments of silence, the two of you studying each others faces. When 15-year-old Rose Davenport's aunt is one of the serial suicide victims in London, she crosses paths with Sherlock Holmes. It is Mark Lee's B-DAY! Author: Tainted_DarknessLength: ChapteredStatus: OngoingRated: MGenre: Angst, Mpreg, Polyamorous, Smut, Summary:Listen, Taeyong Uh oh, Last night was a mistake. And a total catch, obviously. He looks up at you then, trying to read your emotions. !Mark, I thought youd like this! But when Mark Lee comes barrelling across the training yard your heart nearly leaps out of your chest. What sort of time do you call this? You exclaim, exasperated. One word, one syllable, yet it feels like a thousand bullets have been fired, perforating him. What the actual fuck, you mutter, sitting straight up in your bottom bunk bed, coming centimetres from smacking your head. only available on wattpad & a03.do not use/steal/translate/convert/revert /etc. You catch the gaze of Sasha, who is stuffing her face with the tiny amount of leftovers. WELCOME TO THE PANIC ROOM, WHERE ALL YOUR DARKEST FEARS ARE GONNA COME FOR YOU. started ; june 21st, 2021 Fully capable he is, but still human. 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But he doesnt know him and thats fine because they frequent different crowds. warnings: panic attack . Wheres all this come from, Mark? You wonder aloud. Or about how possessive Jaehyuns touches have become? Mark could feel the tears leaking from his eyes. 211.6K Likes, 564 Comments. This week happens to be the anniversary of something traumatic in Jimmy's life. Eventually, certain unexpected events came and it was up to Haechan if h Spider-Mark: Love Lost Mark Lee x gn!reader, Bounded Together Forever| Na Jaemin FF(On Hold), Oceans and Other Languages (NCT Mark Lee), I got a Heart| Mark Lee Birthday Special Short Story {HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARK LEE! }, Will you Arise For Me?| NCT DREAM Story (Mark Lee Ver. tip: katekyou "alternate universe" sort:>words. Intentionally or unintentionally he let his fingers brush over the other's within the tangles of the restraints. Then he remembered something. He saw someone sidle up to his left and he turned slightly. 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